"Every minute feels like an hour, every hour feels like a day, every day feels like forever, But I will wait forever and a day for you."
dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough
have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i love you. i love every goddamn ounce. i love your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.
i cannot take you
in half doses anymore;
i need you at full strength,
straight to my veins
to cure this sickness in my bones.